It comes to the point were nothing seems to change, and you have been in a place so long that its really time to get up and just move on. I think that finally hit me today.

when things became so ridiculous that it was like, is this what life has actually turned to. These last couple of days really have just not been my days, i was happy and that it is just slowly fading away.

To notice how a world has become so individualistic that the consideration of others doesn't seem to matter anymore. This world hass taken on such a post-modern view of life, that the 'helping each other out' statement has literally gone out of the window.

It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over. Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950)